Just like there is an illogical, deep knowing or even resonance or faith that all is well essentially, there is equally a fascination that my logical brain has always had in seeing itself demolished in the light of objective inquiry into how this damn illusion happens even as I know that it is not really happening ever...to know that there is actually no time ever and no space ever....yet thought has an incredible ability coupled with emotion to make time and separation appear through memory and projection.... and it may appear that the separate me has some volition to change its thoughts etc and may even be tempted to create better realities through changed emotion and thought....it is even more fascinating to see how the basic running of nature at large also follows its own time lines and patterns which the separate person feels are beyond its creative ability, yet it is the same consciousness that creates the illusion of both which are nothing but one when seen as being produced immediately by consciousness itself.... seeing this dissolves the separate persons illusion of separation from nature as a whole over which it has no conscious volition... this is the point I find incredibly humbling and peace bestowing in everyday living leading to more and more surrender and less and less intention or fear....yet it is all simply space when we see yet again that since there is no time ever any movement either of man or of nature’s cycles is in fact entirely illusory...all that remains is the feeling of all is well always and all is always whole no matter how it shows up in perception...