The chemicals that produce the hallucination of separation in the brain are stress inducing. In fact the energy of feeling that I am a person is itself that stress energy. Stress here means an energy that is easily stimulated, easily reactive and extremely active and is programmed to look for problems. And then spend a lot of time waiting for solutions which it itself decides. The solutions it accepts are never presently available and never satisfy when they do come. Leading to newer and more ingenious problems and mirrored solutions. I recently started noticing how my brain still likes to, out of ancient habits, never see perspective. Because if it would see perspective, time would end since perspective would end all of the problems and solutions. Even when the personal chemical ridden brain finds emptiness it will make that into a problem. Into another drama inducing emotional fearful place. Just seeing this all objectively without the need to provide a solution for it is finally all that can happen. Somehow leaving it all as it is. Without the need to change any of it is perhaps the only time it becomes evident that there is something other than the habitual stress that is here because the need to find any solutions has itself disappeared. And the need to understand this development is itself absent. This is perhaps the first time the body mind organism recognizes and aligns with love. With instinct. With wholeness.
It’s the point where the mind collapses in the knowing that all is already in balance as it is. It is the end of pride, guilt, regret, blame, hope and anticipation.
It’s the point where the mind collapses in the knowing that all is already in balance as it is. It is the end of pride, guilt, regret, blame, hope and anticipation.