But Slowly
After the overriding belief that I needed holding
Came the gentle feeling of holding for me
But slowly
In a regular gentle steady vibration
Shone the holding itself
The me is not really there
It’s inconsistent and chaotic
And altogether temporary
But the holding is always there
It holds the me when the me is there
But slowly
There is only the holding
And the me dissolves in that love of the holding
The holding is love
There is only love
Even in the imaginary realm of time
The love is all there is
After the overriding belief that I needed holding
Came the gentle feeling of holding for me
But slowly
In a regular gentle steady vibration
Shone the holding itself
The me is not really there
It’s inconsistent and chaotic
And altogether temporary
But the holding is always there
It holds the me when the me is there
But slowly
There is only the holding
And the me dissolves in that love of the holding
The holding is love
There is only love
Even in the imaginary realm of time
The love is all there is