Personal story lines are very tempting. They seem to assume and make the body feel as if the body based image with the me as a central figure and it’s current ideas about what will make it happy will somehow bring lasting happiness. This is a hoax. I don’t trust this me centric mind. Many times even when I have got what I appeared to be longing for, it did not provide lasting happiness. That is the biggest betrayal. To get what you thought you wanted and still be unsatisfied. So that means that happiness cannot be in time or subject to any condition at all. It also cannot be personal. Since as a person it is simply impossible to be happy for long. The personal energy is heavy and follows the rules of classical physics. When it feels or knows anything, it must see it’s opposite in time to balance itself out. Call this karma or physics. It’s the same. So bliss must be subtler than this energy and not so easily knowable by the yes and no, good and bad binary model of logic and understanding and must be subtler than the heavy vibration of me and my world. This makes us interested in finer aspects of life and concomitantly also makes us notice the personal issues much less and in a way keeps us within and yet affectionately detached from the world of separate things. We still operate in the world but don’t depend on it any more for subtlety which we now realize is the truth of being which is always with us and not dependent on any worldly specific circumstances. There is a bigger fascination with life at large. No matter what happens it’s all a miracle and an eternal mystery which we beyond a point have little interest in trying to unravel or solve. We simply flow and know that all is always well no matter how it shows up.